Looking at all or nothing...

 I had a wonderful time tonight.

I had a dear friend over for smores and a movie :)

Beth Ella ♥

I will always be amazed how casual friendships turn into something beautifully treasured.

You never know who you will end up spilling all your troubles to.

And you never know how huge of a blessing their advice will be.

It's so encouraging to be able to throw your thoughts out there, and become more strong in your decisions.

I'm questioning so many things in life.

HE remains the same. Others, not so much. I just want to know what it feels like to be 'in love' again. I just want to be -happy- again.

I wish I would have counted my blessings while I had them. Really, my regret is killing me inside.

 

With everything I've got left, I'm trying to go back to the way it was.

If only I could get there faster.

"Here Without You"


A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face


I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me


The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go


I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me


Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love


I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me